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Pillars of Imperium

Dust Beneath the Throne

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6.905.924.M41

Holy Terra.  Even now the words feel too large for the mouth of a wandering preacher.  I arrived on a transport crammed with pilgrims whose eyes shone with fevered hope, and I stepped onto the cradle of mankind with knees that trembled more from awe than age.  Here the very air is incense and iron, each breath a reminder of uncounted millennia of worship and war.

I had not sought this journey.  A summons found me in the quiet cloisters of a distant shrine-world: Come to the Conclave of the High Ecclesiarchy.  Speak on the state of the faithful.  It bore the sigil of the Cardinals themselves—an invitation that is also a command.  I obeyed, though my heart muttered that I was no orator, merely a friar who has spent a life walking dust roads and listening to dying men.

The Grand Basilica of the Adeptus Ministorum is less a building than a continent of stone and light.  Gilded statues of saints tower like mountains.  Choirs of a thousand voices shatter the air.  Cardinals draped in cloth-of-gold processed beneath banners of crimson flame.  I, in my travel-worn robe, looked like a beggar who had wandered in from some forgotten alley.  Perhaps that is all I am.

When my turn came, they led me to a dais carved with the Emperor’s own sigil.  I could feel a thousand jeweled eyes upon me, the weight of power and expectation heavy as any relic I have ever lifted.  The orators before me had spoken with thunderous eloquence—decrees of purity, grand designs for the spread of the faith.  My mouth was dry as old parchment.

I said only this:

“I am a servant of the Emperor.  I have walked among the poor, the dying, the heretic and the saint.  I have seen the cruelty of zeal and the mercy that hides behind doubt.  I offer no decree, only a reminder: we are dust beneath His throne.  Our glory is borrowed light.  Let every act, whether in cathedral or gutter, be for Him alone—and let us rejoice when no one remembers our names.”

Silence followed, vast and unexpected.  No applause, no acclamation—only the slow echo of my own heartbeat against the vaulted dome.  Then the next speaker was announced and the machinery of ceremony rolled on, as inexorable as Terra’s tides.

I left by a side passage, unnoticed, my steps swallowed by marble corridors.  Outside, among the endless pilgrims thronging the Ecclesiarchal Plaza, I felt a strange lightness.  The High Lords would debate policy, the Cardinals would draft new edicts, and my words would scatter like ash in the wind.  So be it.  The Emperor heard.  That is enough.

Now, in a humble cell lent by an Order Hospitaller, I set these thoughts to ink.  Humility is not self-contempt; it is the quiet joy of being a single mote in the Emperor’s vast design, content that all praise belongs to Him.  I am the dust beneath the Throne—and in that dust, I am free.

The Green Redemption

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0.334.922.M41

Calthos Prime still stinks of blood and ash.  Even after the warfront moved on, the wind carries a tang of promethium and charred ironwood.  The settlers who remain are hard folk, drawn by stubborn hope or the promise of salvage.  I came to bless their new chapel—a roof of scavenged plating and prayers—but also to tend the quiet wounds that never show in a medicae’s scan.

While walking the perimeter at dusk I heard a sound like a broken drumbeat.  At first I thought it some faulty generator.  Then I saw it: an ork, small as its brutal kind ever comes, sprawled against a blackened stump.  Its green skin was split and gray where the burns had eaten deep.  The beast’s breaths rattled like stones in a tin cup.

The settlers keep their lasguns close.  “End it quick, holy man,” one of them muttered.  “Before it rallies or calls the rest.”

I knelt instead.  The creature’s eyes—yellow as dying coals—met mine without fear.  There was no strength left for fear.  I remembered every litany of hatred I had ever spoken over the dead of ork raids, every order of extermination I had witnessed in the Guard.  They were true enough.  And yet—

Duty is the Emperor’s steel.  Kindness is His hidden flame.

I drew my blade, the simple monoblade I carry for grim tasks.  “In the Emperor’s name,” I whispered, not to the settlers but to the fading spark before me, “I release you from pain.”  The ork gave a slow exhale—almost a sigh—and stilled as the blade struck true.  I murmured a prayer for the soul it did not have, or perhaps for my own.

The settlers watched in silence.  One woman, a former serf with scars like latticework, finally spoke.  “You prayed for it?”

“I prayed,” I answered, “because death is a door we all must cross, beast and man alike.  The Emperor’s light burns for the righteous, but His mercy shines even on the dying enemy, if only to show us what we must be.”

They buried the ork at the edge of the clearing.  No marker, only a small cairn of stones, but they buried it nonetheless.  I saw in their faces a new solemnity—not weakness, but a recognition that war need not make us less than human.

Tonight I write by the guttering glow of a recycled lumen.  Kindness is not the refusal to fight; it is the strength to temper the blade with mercy, to see dignity even in the foe’s final breath.  The Emperor asks for our service, but He also asks that our hearts not be scoured hollow.  On this death world, amid the ghosts of endless war, I have learned again that mercy is not surrender. 

It is courage.

The Silence of the Stars

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7.156.920.M41

The void-ship Mercy of Dawn groaned like an old cathedral in winter as the warp swallowed her whole.  There is no sunrise in the Immaterium, only the slow churn of unreality—a horizon of nightmares glimpsed through the Geller field’s dim halo.  Days and nights bled together until even the chronometers wept confusion.

I was returning from a pilgrimage when the storm rose.  One moment the Navigator chanted his careful course; the next the warp heaved like a wounded beast, casting us adrift in a sea of screaming light.  The vessel shuddered, void-shields wailing their dirge.  The crew looked to their officers for deliverance and found only the pale mask of fear.

For three cycles we drifted without direction.  Rations grew thin, tempers thinner.  I heard prayers half-spoken and curses fully uttered.  Men dreamt of their own deaths and woke to find those deaths still waiting.  The bridge smelled of ozone and desperation.

Captain Hale summoned me on the fourth cycle.  “Friar,” he said, voice ragged, “the Navigator pleads for a surge-burn to break through.  The storm worsens.  I must act.”

“To strike blindly in the warp,” I answered, “is to hurl ourselves into the jaws of daemons.  The Emperor’s hand is steady even when ours tremble.  Trust Him.”

His jaw tightened.  “And if He delays?”

“Then we endure.”

I gathered the crew in the great chapel, a place already half-forgotten beneath layers of dust and neglect.  There we lit candles—one for each soul aboard—and sang the Canticle of the Endless Watch.  The hymn wove through the cold decks like a patient tide.  I spoke not of victory, only of waiting, of breath following breath until the Emperor willed otherwise.

The storm raged for what felt like a lifetime.  Hull plates thrummed with the laughter of unseen things.  Dreams grew heavy with shadow.  Yet the crew returned to the chapel again and again, their voices steadier each time.  The Navigator kept his third eye shuttered, listening to the measured rhythm of prayer as if it were a guiding star.

And then, without warning, the Immaterium quieted.  The screeching colors bled into black, and realspace unfolded like dawn breaking after a thousand-year night.  Our battered ship slid back into the calm between suns.  No surge-burn, no desperate gamble—only the Emperor’s timing.

Captain Hale found me at the viewing port, where the first true starlight kissed the hull.  “You were right,” he said simply.

“I was only still,” I replied.  “The Emperor was right.”

Now I write by the glow of that gentle starlight, the ship humming its soft mortal music.  Patience is not mere waiting; it is faith made flesh, the discipline to trust when every instinct screams for haste.  In the endless silence of the stars, the Emperor’s hand moved unseen, and we were saved—not by struggle, but by steadfast quiet.

The Endless March

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2.789.918.M41

Mud is the first memory.  Not the clean soil of a faithful agri-world, but black sludge churned by shells and the iron feet of marching men.  It coated the boots of the 17th Verdecan as they staggered across their own fields—fields once green with grain, now cratered and stinking of promethium.  Above us the sky burned a constant bruise-red, the Orks’ crude fighta-bombers carving it like carrion birds.

I had been sent merely to bless the harvest silos before the invasion began.  I remained because a preacher who flees while the flock bleeds is no preacher at all.  So I march.

Each dawn—if that word still means anything—I rise from a few moments’ half-sleep to the sound of distant artillery and closer weeping.  I move from trench to trench, laying cracked hands on fevered brows, whispering the Emperor’s benedictions, sometimes only listening when words are ash.  My robes are stiff with dried blood, most of it not my own.

There are days when the weight of it bends my spine like an old reliquary door.  Once, after thirty hours without pause, I found myself staring at the glow of an evac-shuttle rising far to the west.  It was the color of escape.  I thought of warmth, of quiet, of the easy sin of letting others finish the work.  For a heartbeat I nearly turned my steps toward it.

But a scream broke the thought—young Guardsman, leg severed by shrapnel, alone in the muck.  I waded to him through the mud, whispering prayers over the shriek of ordnance.  We stayed there together until the medicae arrived, my voice hoarse, his breathing steadying as if the Emperor Himself leaned close.  When they carried him away, he gripped my hand and said only, “Don’t stop.”

So I did not.

Night after night the Orks pressed harder, their war-cries rattling the shattered grain silos.  The men of the 17th—hollow-eyed, sleepless—began to look to me not for miracles but for the simple certainty that I would appear, hour after hour, with a hymn or a blessing or a rationed sip of water.  My body ached like old stone, but I walked the lines until even the officers nodded to me as if I were another piece of necessary machinery.

On the seventh day of siege, the void-ships of the Imperial Navy burned green streaks across the sky.  Reinforcements descended like avenging angels.  The Orks broke under the sudden hammer of orbital fire, their warbands scattering into the ravaged hills.  Only then did I sink to my knees in the same mud where I had stood so long, unable to rise for a great while.

I write these words by the light of a flickering field-lamp while the wounded sleep around me.  My bones complain, my lungs burn with the reek of promethium, yet I feel a quiet joy that is not triumph.  Diligence, I have learned, is not grand or swift.  It is the prayer uttered with every step, the devotion proven by each act that refuses to cease.  To serve without rest is itself a liturgy, and the Emperor hears it even when no voice remains to speak.

So ends the march—for now.  Tomorrow there will be other worlds, other trenches, and I will walk them while breath remains.

Bread for the Ash-Choked

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5.478.916.M41

The lifts that sink toward Necrovia’s sump-levels creak like dying bells.  As I descended, the taste of ash thickened on my tongue until it was almost meat.  The upper hive feeds itself on imported grain and the fat of manufactoria; the depths below feed only on smoke and rumor.  Yet it is written—whether in the Emperor’s canon or the older, forbidden parables I once found—that a shepherd must go where the flock lies starving.

I carried nothing grand: a battered satchel of ration-loaves, a travel chalice of recycled water, and a tattered copy of the Litany of Plenty.  My joints ached with each rung of the ladder that replaced the final lift.  Around me the walls wept rust.

The sump-market was silent save for the hiss of distant steam.  Shapes stirred from doorways: children with eyes like cracked glass, elders more bone than flesh.  I gave what I could, breaking loaves into palms that trembled less from hunger than disbelief.  “The Emperor provides,” I whispered, though I know too well how thin that promise can stretch.

Then the gang emerged.

Six of them, faces daubed with chems to mimic death-masks, chainblades purring.  Their leader—a tall youth whose ribs showed beneath a patchwork coat—stepped forward.  “Old man,” he said, voice raw, “those loaves are ours.”

I set the satchel on the floor and straightened as much as my spine allowed.  “They are the Emperor’s,” I answered, “and He gives freely.”

A growl from the gang, the scent of ozone as a laspistol warmed.  My heart thudded like a failing engine.  I thought of the hidden manuscripts I once kept, of mercy older than dogma.  Charity, they had named it—a love that does not weigh worth.

I took one loaf, broke it in half, and offered the larger piece to their leader.  “Eat,” I said.  “Feed your brothers and sisters first.  Then help me feed the rest.”

For a breath the hive seemed to hold still.  The youth stared, blade poised.  Then he lowered it.  He tore the bread and passed it down the line.  One by one the others followed, silent as penitents.

We spent the night together, those gangers and I, carrying what little food remained through the ash-choked alleys.  The tall youth—his name was Corren—lifted children onto his shoulders, his eyes no longer dead but watchful.  When a fevered woman grasped my hand and murmured thanks, he answered for me: “The Emperor provides.”

At dawn they vanished into the smoke, leaving only the echo of their footfalls and a single mark scratched into the ferrocrete: a crude Aquila.

I climbed back toward the thin daylight with an empty satchel and a heart strangely full.  Charity is not coin tossed from a balcony.  It is the courage to step into hunger and fear, to share what may be the last loaf, to see even a knife-wielding soul as a child of the Emperor.  I am old, frail, and ink-stained, but on this night the Emperor taught me again: mercy is the fiercest bread, and it is baked in the fire of risk.

The Measure of Fire

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1.203.914.M41

The sky of Tarsis Magna is a permanent dawn of sparks and smoke.  Even before the shuttle’s landing claws kissed the ferrocrete, I tasted ozone on the air, sharp as a blade’s edge.  Here the Adeptus Mechanicus tends to its endless engines, and the clang of their labor drowns every softer sound.  I came not as master nor scholar but as a weary servant of the Emperor, summoned to bless a new plasma reactor said to outshine a star.  They desired my benediction, or perhaps only the Ecclesiarchy’s seal to hurry their acclaim.

Magos Darnath greeted me with the barest nod, his face a lattice of chrome and scar.  His voice, half flesh and half vox-hiss, vibrated with impatience.

“Friar,” he said, “the calculus is complete.  We will ignite before the next rotation.”

Beside him, Magos Veyra inclined her head with measured grace.  Her augmetic eye glowed a cooler blue.  “The equations predict stability,” she murmured, “yet the data from the outer coils remains…unsettled.”

I followed them through a cathedral of steel where the reactor loomed like a caged sun, its containment field flickering in colors no human eye should name.  Servo-skulls chattered.  Liturgies of the Omnissiah echoed from canting priests who moved in circles around the core, each more rapt than the last.  I saw hunger there—not for fleshly indulgence, but for triumph, the intoxication of discovery.

When they spoke of immediate ignition my bones ached with a different heat, one I have felt on too many battlefields: the warmth of impending ruin.

“Delay,” I said, my voice carrying across the machinery’s hum.  “Pray.  The Emperor teaches that to master the flame, one must first master the hand that strikes the spark.”

Darnath’s vox-box rasped a laugh.  “Superstition.  The machine-spirit is ready.”

“Is it?” I stepped closer to the humming barrier, feeling its pulse against my skin.  “I have seen worlds burn not from malice but from haste.  A single heartbeat of restraint may spare a millennium of grief.”

For a time only the reactor answered, its thrum like a giant’s breath.  Veyra’s augmetic fingers clicked as she reviewed fresh readings.  At last she turned, voice soft.  “The Friar speaks with caution rare among men.  The sub-cores fluctuate still.  Another cycle of observation will refine the pattern.”

Darnath’s lenses narrowed, but he lowered his staff.  “One cycle,” he conceded, as if the words were alloy ground from his own teeth.

We waited through a long, iron dusk.  Within that span the readings spiked and fell, revealing a hidden instability that would have shattered containment and bathed the forge-city in a false dawn of annihilation.  The Magi said little.  Their mechadendrites twitched like chastened serpents.

When at last the ignition proceeded under new parameters, the reactor sang a steady hymn.  The forge-world’s heart beat on, bright but controlled.

I left them with a simple blessing, though in truth the Emperor had already spoken through stillness.  As my shuttle lifted from the smoke-choked pad, I wrote these words:

Temperance is the measure of fire.  Power unbridled is no gift but a sentence.  To master the universe is first to master the self—the hungers for glory, for speed, for the fleeting exultation of unchecked will.  In restraint there is strength, and in patient wisdom, survival.

So ends the lesson the Omnissiah and the Emperor together whispered on Tarsis Magna, where men learned that to delay a spark is sometimes the highest act of devotion.

The Bloom of Purity

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3.045.912.M41

I set foot upon Heliovar beneath a sky the color of bruised silk, its twin suns smothered by incense-smoke that drifted from a thousand spires.  The air was sweet as candied wine, yet it stung the throat with an undertone of rot.  I had come at the Cardinal’s polite insistence to bless a reliquary newly unearthed—bones said to be of Saint Callis, martyr of the Halo Marches.  I came weary, staff in hand, rosarius hidden beneath my robe, and with the old ache in my lungs that tells me the Emperor will soon call me to His side.

The court of Heliovar received me with velvet smiles.  Perfumed courtiers in lacquered masks bent low, their voices honeyed and slow.  Music quivered through the marble halls like a living thing: a rhythm just shy of heartbeat, too languid for liturgy, too precise for chance.  I smelled roses and something sharper, a fragrance that reminded me of forgotten sins.

Among the attendants walked Sister Lira, the youngest of the reliquary’s guardians.  Her eyes were wide as any novitiate’s, but her step faltered when a certain noble—clad in silks that shimmered like oil on water—brushed past.  I saw the flush rise on her cheek; I heard the tremor in her prayer.  Chastity, I thought, is not merely the closing of a door.  It is the guarding of a flame.

That night the nobles hosted a vigil-feast “in honor of the Saint.”  The feast stretched into something darker.  Music deepened, pulsed.  Veils fell from dancers whose limbs moved like question and answer.  Goblets overflowed with wine that glittered faintly in the candlelight as though laced with powdered stars.  I tasted none of it.  Lira sat near me, fingers clenched white on her rosary.  The masked noble leaned close to her ear, whispering words I could not hear but could almost feel, like warm breath on an open wound.

I laid a hand upon hers.  “Daughter,” I said softly, “remember the Emperor’s love—it is fiercer than desire and gentler than touch.  Do not let another claim the devotion that is already His.”

Her eyes cleared as if a veil had lifted.  Together we slipped from the hall.  Behind us, the music sharpened into a single, piercing note.

The reliquary chamber lay in silence, but the silence was a lie.  Candles guttered though no breeze moved.  At the reliquary’s base a sigil writhed—drawn in something dark and fresh.  The noble stood there, mask discarded, face alight with unholy rapture.  Around him a half-circle of courtiers chanted a name I will not record.

“Saint Callis died resisting the excess you worship,” I said.  My voice was brittle but it carried.  “Begone.”

Lira stepped forward, raising her rosarius high.  Light spilled from the ancient beads—cold, clean, merciless.  The cultists shrieked as the Emperor’s name rang from her lips.  I joined her prayer, every syllable a hammer-blow.  The sigil smoked, then burst like overripe fruit.  When silence fell again, only ash remained.

At dawn we sealed the chamber and summoned the local Arbites.  Lira knelt beside the Saint’s bones, tears on her cheeks not of shame but of release.  “I nearly failed,” she whispered.

“No,” I told her.  “Chastity is not the untested heart.  It is the heart that feels the pull of the abyss and yet turns, again and again, toward the Emperor’s light.”

Now I write these words in the margin of my travel-bible.  I will not name the noble, nor the world, for memory alone is punishment enough.  Chastity is more than abstinence of flesh.  It is purity of devotion, a single flame kept bright amid incense-laden corruption.  May the Emperor guard that flame in all who serve Him, until the stars themselves grow cold.